Secret Verse

By : Herlina Prastiwi

From the deepest heart, spoken secret words that you don’t hear. The voice was soft which was lost in the dim lights of the night. Waiting for the coming of dawn in the mortal realm. In sleep which is full of worries.

Life is reluctant, but don’t want to die. The world feels only limited to suffering. Tears have flowed countlessly. The only thing I can do is be quiet.

Behind all the smiles and hospitality that I showed, there was a big wound that I had never revealed. I just thought for a moment and held back tears. Immediately,I bowed my head then praying. My way is still long away and full of surprises. Will I be able to survive?

I cried for no reason, worries that suddenly appeared, insecurity that increasingly burst. There is something wrong in me lately.

I wonder why? but can’t tell anyone. Because this is the secret between me and myself behind the mask of joy.

Because, those around me didn’t have time to ask why. I guess they don’t want to know about this either. And I don’t want to gain more wounds of their ignorance. And I began to build a separating fortress with the outside world.

I feel lonely in the roar of the world. The world and everything that is full of mortals, I am the eternal. Stay here, under the dome of the star and moon, sitting kneeling with full surrender and tears.

I am just the one who doesn’t have any power other than a belief, it makes me tough even though swayed by a storm of anxiety. I am nothing but just a servant who surrenders to God and pleads with all confidence in tomorrow which is full of luck.

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